088 Am I Making This Too Difficult?
It has been a tough day and I’m wondering if I am making it too hard on myself.
I’ve put these stipulations to give myself a challenge, and it’s been a challenge for the last couple of days and it’s frustrating.
Am I being stubborn, thinking too small?
There’s all these questions, and these self doubts. Everybody always thinks that things just happen the first time. But there are so many freaking iterations. And I want to talk about that. It’s often not shared.
I want this journey and this daily journal to be real so you can see the trials and tribulations, and the doubt, and the confidence, and the good times, and the bad times.
This day basically started out crappy. It’s self doubt and thinking what the heck am I doing?
I am wondering if I am working too hard? It’s frustrating. I’ve spent a lot of time in the last couple of weeks being very tactical. That’s not the stuff I want to do. If I’m want to keep this as one person, then I have to trudge through this.
The sooner I can get this stuff off my plate, the better. Some items don’t bring me joy – the end results do. I enjoy helping my customers and my clients and the business owners.
I had amazing client calls and a mastermind today. That’s the part that’s exciting for me and gets me jacked up greatly.
But then, there’s also this really frustrating side, like, am I just making this harder than it needs to be?
Am I being stupid? Stubborn? Am I? I don’t know. It’s one of those days. So I will keep plugging along.
The sooner I can get this done, the better.
It’s also quarter end, and month end and I want to get everything done and “out the door”. And moving websites in the middle of all this. Preparing presentations for training, creating and editing those videos, and the technical issues I shared a couple of weeks ago. It’s just been one thing after another.
Welcome to the glamorous life as a business owner, entrepreneur, self-employed.
Oh, I also started a “side hustle” about 3 weeks ago, so that is taking time too. And another learning curve.
Ugh, at what point do I realize I’ve had enough? As I sit here and think about this, I need to get that cr*p off my plate so I can enjoy the end results.
That is where I’m at today.